The betrayal:happys endings

Earlier I ran away from my responsibility but the ghost from the past never spares you.It was my turn now to feel the heat.....

It was official now that she loved me too and that wasn't a first sight love(for her but for me it was)This doesn't mean I just liked her outer beauty.I was really impressed by her lively thinking and her thought process (quite mature).Well frankly telling their is so such parameter with which one's love can be judged.And I am not a guy with ill thinking.I am a dignified person and got some integrity too(I do did some mistakes in the past but I was immature then).So now our relationship was going quite fine.But destiny awaited sumthing different for me.The girl who couldn't stop talking to me suddenly started neglecting me.The situation became worst when she didn't came to meet me on VALENTINE day.I called her but in vain as her cell was switched off.I felt like killing myself.Then, I did the unthinkable.Bought a gift , went to her home and gave it to her(It needed a lot of courage to do so)But soon I wished I hadn't done that.Now her parents saw everything.Her father gave me morale lecture and took my father's no.I quickly moved out of her house and went home.I was expecting my father to really go mad at me but he never spoke a word.Didn't her father told him nything(my thought process).Perhaps he left me with a warning only.The next day I called her from a pco and asked her to come to the park.But She said "I wan't to tell u sumthing from quite a few days.My conscience is not allowing me to live with this affair.I am betraying my parents.So please don't call me again.Forget me for god's sake.goodbuy".I had only one choice now-forget her.But how?It was no teenage attraction. Infact it was a solid bond -The bond of love.I thought a lot about it.But who has beaten his destiny?I accepted my fate.I never bothered to call her again(why should I?) nor did she.Happys endings!!!!

Sweet October: The classroom kiss

Leaving all the relationship behind I moved to a new place(with my family).So the place was new to me and so were the guys nd don't forget about gals!!But this time I promised myself not to get myself in a relationship again(conscience problem).I started living the life of a saint.No interaction with the disturbing factor(beautiful nd gorgeous ladies) only studies nd sports.I tried my hand on each n every game and was on the verge of becoming Jack of all trades.My academic record was improving too in competition with India's growing economy. one whole year passed and I somehow maintained my promise.But then God had different plans for me(agni pariksha).A sweet lil chick joined my chemistry tuition.I just couldn't took my eyes off her.The whole night that day I fought with my conscience but all in vain.I failed the Agni pariksha.So what, Geeta main likha hai karm karo phal ki chinta mat karo.So I decided to follow Geeta's word(how mean).The next day I reached the tuition quite early and waited outside.Soon she arrived and went in.I just entered behind her and sat just next to her.Now the main problm was how to interact with her.I just couldn't ask for her name(not fair).so I asked for a pen saying mine had broken.She gave me one without ny hesitation.After the tuition I returned her the pen and thanked(how sober I am).now that the coversation had started I asked for her name and wherabouts.She told me everything quite frankly.so she was from VKV and had recently shifted to the nearby locality.As she was weak in chemistry I promised to help her out(I was among the most respected guys in tuition which she must had felt why?).We started coming a little earlier to discuss problems.So our chemistry grew in the so called chemistry class.And then my B'day came.I invited her to my home on my 17th Bday.She did came(in punjabi salwar kameez) but with her lil bro.It could be easily felt that my whole attention was on her.After the party was over I rushed to the gifts.actually I was searching for hers.To my surprise their was nothing from her.I felt dejected.went to sleep and slept hard.Next day I reached the tution a lil late and sat in 2nd last row.But I couldn't trace her.She was not their in the class.My mood totally went off.Suddenly she came in and managed sit just behind me.But I just neglected her.Redox reaction was being taught by the teacher and I tried to concentrate on how to balance the reactions.Then I heard a whisper.I looked here n there."Atul take it"It was she.She passed me an envelop with a birthday card inside.I took out the card and opened it.Gosh.... I couldn't stopped myself from laughing."When will you propose me tube light?"(tube light-as she used to call me).I turned my head towards her and gave a prompt kiss on her lips(lucky guy)."Happy now" I said with a broad smile on my face.

The first one: kismat connection

Every story starts from somewhere.Some knowingly and some unknowingly (we don't have ny cmmand over the 2nd one).Mine was really the kismat connection.
Our S.U.P.W period was going on.We were trying to make skate boards out of plane hardboard.Their was a lot of noise in the room.And then came a voice which took each ones attention "Listen everyone there is an announcement please".A tall and beautiful girl wearing spectacles was trying to announce sumthing.But who cared for the announcement when a heavenly beauty is standing in front of you.I soon recognized her.She was too in the same class in which I was but her section was different(mine was D and hers was E).After making the announcement she was about to leave, suddenly I jumped up and asked to repeat(the announcement was regarding a quiz competition).Threw some useless question and got close to her.She convincingly replied to my queries.I told her that I am the class monitor so if she need any help from me I awill be there.So by this small meeting she got to know my name(atleast).Earlier too I had noticed her many times.But I was just another guy to her (of no concern).Now she knew my name (sufficient for me).So the time passed and I was unable to contact her(too proudy to do so).One fine day I heard the news that her section was splitting and the students would be divided in other sections.I selfishly prayed to God to bring her to my section and to my gud luk she was drafted to section D(my section).Now I had plenty of time to interact with her(I was the boss here).But still that interaction was nt sufficient for me(nd for her too.who knows).To my favour one more thing happend, our english teacher told us to prepare for a debate(Walls are required or not for humans...like that sumthing).The whole class said they will speak in favour but a few opted against.She too opted for against and so did I.It was nt an easy task to speak against as their was no gain in it.So I convinced her to prepare for the debate together(smart work).Now I had plenty of time to drown in her spects(ha ha ha).The quality time I spent with her in the name of debate took us very close.She too had developed some fine interest in me.And on a fine day I proposed her.She didn't said yes but she never said no too(why girls r so confused?)A few days later she asked for a book saying that she don't hv one.On the next day itself she returned the book and asked me open page107.As soon as she left I turned to that page luking for sum letter or sumthing like that.Their was no letter but she had written sumthing with pencil on dat page."Dear Atul I thought about your proposal a lot but I am not able to come to a decision.Help me out.I am too attracted towards you.I really cares for you but does that really means it is love?".I had no idea what to do now.I was just a teenager.But soon I realised that it was really an attraction only.I got back to her and explained everything.My throat was soaking and I could feel the panic in her eyes.From that day onwards we seldom talked.But the life moves on and on....................

The Date: Dil ka mamla hai

Frankly telling the idea of IDEAL date is just not feasible.After all everyone can't spend extravagantly to buy those precious worldly gifts and what if your partner doesn't like them? So my date was not ideal at all.way back in year 2002 when my board exams were over I thought of going on a date with my girlfriend.She was a cool girl just like me.Fair complexion,tall nd slim with boy cut hairs.So I told her to get ready on Saturday afternoon.I eagerly waited for the day,wasted a lot of time on thinking what to do and what not to,what to wear and how to maintain the romantic environment.After all I didn't want to behave like a moron in my first DATE.Finally the day came ,I wore a T-shirt and jeans.I told my parents that I am going to Appu-Ghar with my friends.I left the house at 11 and reached outside the guardroom gate.here I waited for her beneath a neem tree.It was a very hot day.I really felt the scorching heat of sun.In other words you can say the infamous "DILLI KI GARMI".Suddenly I heard my name in a sweet voice "ATUL".I turned towards the voice and ....WOW.It was the first word that came out of my mouth.Sky blue top, matching jeans,fancy earrings,big black eyes,glittering in the aura of sunlight,she looked like a GODDESS to me.(I must tell sumthing,she was in her early 15th and by god what a heavenly shape she had.now do not start dreaming) After cuming back to earth I couldn't control myself from admiring her beauty(which i had done several times although)"you are luking so gorgeous" I said."And you r looking like a joker"she replied with a fanciful smile.We both broke into laughter.In between the DTC bus came and we both boarded the bus and headed for uttamnagar and from their we went to PVR vikaspuri.It was 11.50 then and the show was scheduled at 12.10.So I hurried up and bought two tickets(GOLD) for "Lords of the ring" (I don't remember which part it was).We both enjoyed the movie and really had fun watching it.After the movie we went to Mac D and ate sum oven baked garbage(one can call it).after that we went to play pool on the ground floor.The time ws really running fast as it was past 4 now.We decided to go to India gate and reach their in about 45 minutes.Look for some shady place and got comfortable.She started telling me how she took permission for today from her parents.I bought some ice cream in between.
It was 6.30 now and we had to leave as quickly as possible..It us almost one hour to reach the guardroom.Our houses were quite distant from the guardroom.It was around 8 and complete dark outside.our footstep could be heard clearly as their was complete silence.Soon the moment came when I had to say her good night.As I turned towards she hugged me tightly (without saying anything).Before my reflexes could react she kissed me and with gasping breath ran towards her house.Now I was standing alone in the dark.I could still feel her warmth.I couldn't understood why didn't she said anything.With questions in my mind I too moved toward my home.

Two liner

sometimes situation may come hard at you
but believe me harder they come better you become

The proposal :dil ka mamla hai

The last thing that comesin a lovers' mind is "PROPOSAL" i.e telling his feeling his/her feeling to her/his partner towards him/her.But believe me it is not as easy as it sounds.It always send chill to the spines of many.No different was mine case.So the story starts from here.I first saw her (my dream girl) when I was in class 7(too early, isn't it!).As the time passed I was really attracted towards her.By that time we had became good friends.Since I was a bright guy at that time(my gud luk) so she was quite impressed with me.I am an gud player of basketball too and she showed sum interest in learning the game.I agreed to teach her.So every day for at least half an hour we used to play basketball.Day by day I was really getting into her.one can imagine thinking of spending quality time with her dreamgirl and I was doing the same(again my gud luk).I liked every bit of her,the way she talked,the way she drssed up,her intelligence, and that innocent luk with a cute smile on her face.During the preboards I thought of proposing her.But I was afraid of result as earlier she had rejected 2 guys who were quite a charmer for girls.What if she rejected me too?So I decided to wait for some more time.But then God had different plans for me.On 20 Oct 02 it was our hindi preboard exam.The exam went fine.I boarded the school bus after exam.As usual I sat on my seat (permanent),she came and sat on her seat(permanent) which was just before mine(so lukky i am ).Soon my elder brother's riend called me near the gate and started asking about my wherabouts,my prep for boards.As i was answering him he interupetted me with a bomber "You loves .............(her name)?" I was shocked.I never had a clue what was cuming.It took me a while to recover from that shock.With shaking voice i replied "yes i likes ........(her name),i likes rohan,i likes smiriti i li" "I asking about love not liking" he interuptted.Then she passed a letter to him which he gave me."I love you from the deepest core my heart if you also loves me then meet me in the playground today" these were the exact words written in the letter.My heart started beating like a working power hammer.I really wasn't ready for this.literally my heart came into my mouth."Oh God! what the hell is going on","I am in dream or what","how on earth this is possible","my dream girl loves me too".these were the thoughts that flooded my mind at that instant.I looked towards her she shied but then smiled.how can I forget that smile(I can spend any value for that smile).I really was on 7th heaven.Soon the bus reached the guardroom gate.She directed me to get out of the bus so we could talk.I did accordingly.Now we were heading toward our homes on our feet.I was continuously thinking about my tremendious luck(don't be jealous).Many guys liked her but she liked me.So we were about to reach our home.She turned towards me say somthing bt before she could say nything I interuptted and said "I love you too" my voice was heavy.She was smiling bt i could clearly see pearls(tears) in her big eyes.I hugged her nd then we both left to our respective home.

POEM

Love At First Sight

I may be wrong,as I can't always be right
Nothing can be done,if u finds the situation tight
She looked at me I looked at her,in the ganj,at Night
Yes it's true,it was love at first sight

Engulfed in my life,I was sad and pale
bt she came in my life like a fairy tale
with her magic wand,she made my future bright
Yes it's true,it was love at first sight

I was with her,this was for sure
Only for love ,not for any lure
she was here she was there,in the dark ,in the light
Yes it's true,it was love at first sight

She used to send me messages,each n everyday
distured me very much,whenever i used to lay
kept teasing each other,bt never had a fight
Yes it's true,it was love at first sight

Now that I know,it was a complete game
she made me helpless, like a poor lame
I starts weeping,whenever I used to wonder
Yes it's true,it was not love it was a complete blunder.