The first one: kismat connection

Every story starts from somewhere.Some knowingly and some unknowingly (we don't have ny cmmand over the 2nd one).Mine was really the kismat connection.
Our S.U.P.W period was going on.We were trying to make skate boards out of plane hardboard.Their was a lot of noise in the room.And then came a voice which took each ones attention "Listen everyone there is an announcement please".A tall and beautiful girl wearing spectacles was trying to announce sumthing.But who cared for the announcement when a heavenly beauty is standing in front of you.I soon recognized her.She was too in the same class in which I was but her section was different(mine was D and hers was E).After making the announcement she was about to leave, suddenly I jumped up and asked to repeat(the announcement was regarding a quiz competition).Threw some useless question and got close to her.She convincingly replied to my queries.I told her that I am the class monitor so if she need any help from me I awill be there.So by this small meeting she got to know my name(atleast).Earlier too I had noticed her many times.But I was just another guy to her (of no concern).Now she knew my name (sufficient for me).So the time passed and I was unable to contact her(too proudy to do so).One fine day I heard the news that her section was splitting and the students would be divided in other sections.I selfishly prayed to God to bring her to my section and to my gud luk she was drafted to section D(my section).Now I had plenty of time to interact with her(I was the boss here).But still that interaction was nt sufficient for me(nd for her too.who knows).To my favour one more thing happend, our english teacher told us to prepare for a debate(Walls are required or not for humans...like that sumthing).The whole class said they will speak in favour but a few opted against.She too opted for against and so did I.It was nt an easy task to speak against as their was no gain in it.So I convinced her to prepare for the debate together(smart work).Now I had plenty of time to drown in her spects(ha ha ha).The quality time I spent with her in the name of debate took us very close.She too had developed some fine interest in me.And on a fine day I proposed her.She didn't said yes but she never said no too(why girls r so confused?)A few days later she asked for a book saying that she don't hv one.On the next day itself she returned the book and asked me open page107.As soon as she left I turned to that page luking for sum letter or sumthing like that.Their was no letter but she had written sumthing with pencil on dat page."Dear Atul I thought about your proposal a lot but I am not able to come to a decision.Help me out.I am too attracted towards you.I really cares for you but does that really means it is love?".I had no idea what to do now.I was just a teenager.But soon I realised that it was really an attraction only.I got back to her and explained everything.My throat was soaking and I could feel the panic in her eyes.From that day onwards we seldom talked.But the life moves on and on....................